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[Aug. 15th, 2005|03:18 pm]
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Written November 21st, 2004:

Forget. Forget everything you once believed. Forget what you've been taught. Forget your name. Forget familiar faces. Start anew. I want to start a new. Forgetting is the easiest solution to everything. Drink. Drown your memories and sorrow in a glass of "losing all hibitions". Cry. Cry before bed. Wake up anew. Wake up smiling. Leave your thoughts on your pillow like a mint in a hotel. Leave your lover just the same. Forget I am writing this messy clutter of words. Forget that I haven't written a solid thing in months. Remember how good I used to be. Remember how good I still am. Remember my eyes. My hands. Remember your heart, it's the only thing that's real. Remember.

How relevant it all seems again. How terribly relevant.

From: greatkindwhales
2005-08-15 12:51 pm (UTC)

starting anew

yeah, i could relate to what you'd written. sometimes i get really depressed or anxious, and sometimes i have to rethink everything i was raised to think/believe, or at least i have to realize that i don't have to think/believe all, or any, of what i was raised with.

i'm gonna go buy a Virtual Ping-Pong game at park city, i think. it comes with two wireless ping pong paddles that you use to play against the computer (on a tv) or a friend. it's like a 21st century of the classic Pong game, and it's the first video game i'm half good at! it's good exercise, too, kinda, 'cause you gotta keep swing the ping-pong paddle (an infrared sensor, or something, picks up the signal from the ping-pong paddles).

i assume you carry around a journal with you a lot, for writing in? jeezus knows i do that (really, ask him, he'll be all, "oh yeah, keith and his journal are always a good pair (but maybe what's in the journal isn't of interest to anyonez else, sometimes.")
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