||[Aug. 15th, 2005|03:18 pm]
Written November 21st, 2004:
Forget. Forget everything you once believed. Forget what you've been taught. Forget your name. Forget familiar faces. Start anew. I want to start a new. Forgetting is the easiest solution to everything. Drink. Drown your memories and sorrow in a glass of "losing all hibitions". Cry. Cry before bed. Wake up anew. Wake up smiling. Leave your thoughts on your pillow like a mint in a hotel. Leave your lover just the same. Forget I am writing this messy clutter of words. Forget that I haven't written a solid thing in months. Remember how good I used to be. Remember how good I still am. Remember my eyes. My hands. Remember your heart, it's the only thing that's real. Remember.
How relevant it all seems again. How terribly relevant.